How do you fix something so broken? How do you even start? How do you know when to stop? How do you know when it’s broken beyond repair? How do you know when to give up? How do you know when to keep fighting? How do you know it’s worth it? How do you know when you are wasting your time?

I wish I knew all these things. Time is a cruel mistress. Life is even worse.

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Day 11]  [Picture a Day for 2012]

January 11th, 2012

Technically this is on time because I haven’t slept yet. :P Anyways Connie and I made Fried Rice today for the VSA meeting. It was super fun. I love love lovee Connie. Besties for ever!!!

And of course I spent the remainder of my day playing LoL, and being spoiled by a certain someone. I love life. Sometimes it’s so good to me. :3 

[Day 10]  [Picture a Day for 2012]

January 10th, 2012

I worked today for almost 4 hours. Light lunch is a very slow period so they gave me a bunch of busy work to do, which is a lot better than just standing there. I had to label all of the food signs they had. Joy! Today was a busy day for me. I went to the gym, I went to Haggen, and I’m doing hw. 

[Day 9] [Picture a Day for 2012]

January 9th, 2012

Sometimes looking at this gets me through the day. 

[Day 8] [Picture a Day for 2012]

January 8th, 2012

Today was a nice and chill day for me. I played a lot of League of Legends and spent time with a certain someone. I made myself some Hot Cocoa with the kit that J-Anne got me for Christmas. I adore the mug and the mini marshmallows. Maybe one day I will add some whipped cream vodka to this.. Haha jk! …or am I?

[Day 7] [Picture a Day for 2012]

January 7th, 2012

Today for the first time everrrr, I had drinks with my roomies and their boyfriends. It was super fun! I really enjoyed chilling and hanging out with them. The “Ginger Buck” that Riley mixed for me was a lot stronger than I expected and things got a lil too fun, but overall it was a great night. Riley had a “magic” trick where he could make the bottle cap stick to the wall.. I don’t get how he did it… :( 

[Day6] [Picture a Day for 2012]

January 6th, 2012

Today for the first time in a while I hung out with just Rachel. We made food and watched Grey’s Anatomy. This reminded me of how we used to hang out together all the time. Brings back good memories. I’m glad that we were able to get over the misunderstandings that pushed us away near the end of last year. 

[Day 5] [Picture a Day for 2012]

January 5th, 2012

The end of my weeks are so mentally exhausting. I’m constantly running around and then whenever I have a spare break I’m reading or doing homework. My mind is definitely no longer going to be mush. I’m a bit nervous for my classes because my goal is to get at least a 3.5 GPA this quarter. I hope I can do it. The class I’m worried about the most is my DSCI 305 class. 

I would like to tell myself that things will settle down more once I get back into the groove, but things are only going to get more busy. I hope I can handle it! 

[Day 4] [Picture a Day for 2012]

January 4th, 2012

Today was a jammed packed day today for me. 4 Hours of class, 1st general VSA meeting of winter quarter, 1st officer meeting of winter quarter, and gym afterwards. Ohh man. We got in our sweatshirts today and I love them! 

[Day 3] [Picture a Day for 2012]

January 3rd, 2012

A picture of myself finally. Haha! I can already tell you that the thing that will be changed most about me at the end of this year will be my hair color. But who knows… :]